Friday, 30 May 2008

Uncle Joe-a poem


Uncle Joe

Fingers rotate.
Mouth salivates.
This is a difficult moment to prolong.

To unwrap the paper is to unwrap the thoughts
That only he can solve,
And one wonders if he wants to part with the answers.
With each suck reality is suspended,
Just a little.

Reflection never tasted so good.
Pure good.

How many mysteries can be solved by a jar?
Cream of tartar, pure cane sugar, oil of peppermint,
He had it all figured out so long ago

At that moment when the sweet becomes a mint,
I laugh, knowing I’ll need another before the day is through
And he laughs at the sucker who fell for his tune


:)

Thursday, 29 May 2008

Cliff College Festival 2008

This past weekend has seen Cliff College Festival come and go. It's an annual event at Cliff College, where I study, which happens every May bank holiday. Several thousand come, mostly Christians, and there is all sorts on offer, from various styles of worship and teaching to games, food, and so on. Every staff and every student gets involved, and volunteers come too. It's not surprising that some people come year after year, and that many camp in tents because the rooms are always full. The theme for this year's festival was renewing grace. Being a postgrad this year, my responsibilities were different than last year due to my workload, but I was fortunate to get involved in some ways (mainly physical work and puppet evangelism) as well as having time to experience some of the activities.

On the Saturday I worked with Puppets for Jesus. We did a workshop on how to use the puppets, including the do's and dont's of puppet ministry, and the chance for everyone who was interested to have a go with the puppets themselves. Everyone who came seemed to enjoy it, as did we! I was able to catch up with some friends and we were able also to pray with each other, which was a real blessing as we don't always have time to do that. The worship I went to that night was pretty flat to be honest but that was remedied by my friend Barney, who made some of his infamous spic noodles for a couple of us. After eating, Barney preached a seemingly impromptu (though definitely Spirit-led) sermon to us on what it is to follow Christ and pursue holiness. He must have preached at us in the kitchen for at least half an hour, but it was so powerful and so real that we wouldn't have wanted to stop him even if we could.

On the Sunday I went to all-age worship with a special friend, which was awesome. Not only do I enjoy kids songs, but the preach was powerful. The guy who preached was talking about Zacchaeus, the small tax collector who climbed a tree to see Jesus, so he had a tree on stage and climbed to the top of a step ladder next to it from hich he preached the whole sermon. 'I dare you to be different' was the message. Different like Zacchaues was when he met Jesus. Dare you be different for Jesus? All-age worship rocks. It's fun both fun and understandable. Just like church should always be. That afternoon, working with Puppets for Jesus again, we went to nearby Bakewell for 'Puppets in the Park.' Beginning with a crowd of about four people, after about forty-five minutes we ended up with around thirty-five. Steve Wild and Clarence the frog, along with Martin Mitchell and Sammy the frog-eating snake, provided a lot of entertainment, whilst we did a couple of sketches with songs interspersed between what the others were doing. Basicaly, people were drawn and seeds of the truth of the gospel were planted. Result!

That evening, instead of what would until a while ago have been an ACTS Open Mic Church event, there was 'Grace', an evening of testimony, in some ways similar to an open mic event. It was powerful. There was no sign-up system, and not an incredible amount of variety, but it was very powerful and God truly had His hand on it. Once one person had shared testimony of what God had been doing in their life, more followed. It was almost as though everyone there had something to share, for it was like a revolving door. Time flew, God spoke, and I believe everyone was blessed. Elizabeth Cumbest, a seventeen-year-old musician from Mississippi, was a real highlight. She lost a lot in Hurrican Katrina, and has released a beautiful, truly anointed album in order to raise money for the Seashore Mission UM Church over there. Look out for her. My friend Angie also shared testimony of how God has worked His healing in her life. I wanted to get up and share a zebra story I'd written but seriously, no one follows Angie. She is a walking miracle.

On the Monday morning I attended 'Presence'-a HUGE service on the terrace lawn, with Martyn Atkins, our current principal and president of the Methodist Conference, preaching. He is the third Cliff College ever to hold such a position, so it was quite a historical moment. Keeping in with the theme of the weekend, he preached about grace. That afternoon I joined some of Angie's youth group (all from Rochdale, where I used to live) to form a team for the football tournament. Unfortunately we were out in the first round as we needed to win and instead drew 0-0, but the guys on my team were awesome. I think they were all about 12 or below, but we dominated the game. I stopped the others having a shot on our goal whilst the other guys rained death on their goal, striking the post and crossbar several times, but sadly unable to score. It was fun while it lasted.

That evening was Soul Cafe, a cafe-style church from Derby. followed by Clarence's chat show, where the current director of evangelism, Steve Wild, and his flog Clarence, held their last chat show before they both move down to work in Cornwall. Cliff College will miss him (both of them) very much, as will I. Steve is the person who first encouraged me to use puppets in evangelism, and in fact is where my first zebra puppet, Eddie, came from. He is such a good, loving, genuine friend-in fact probably the most real person I know. He's the only person I know who can show physical affection for everyone he comes into contact with and not offend them, for such expressions of his love are common. I have heard this described as 'outrageous love.' And the things that Clarence says that people won't give Steve the chance to...this is the mark of one of the greatest evangelists anyone could ever meet. Clarence (and Steve) interviewed many people at the chat show, including former principal Howard Mellor, and it was a really special time, with Howard praying for Steve at the end regarding the next step in his ministry. The entire room had been blessed by Steve, both on that night and in the past. He means so much to us all. To see and feel the whole room united in prayer for Steve was awesome. It was such a privilege to be there.

The next day (Monday) was clear-up. Staff, students and volunteers were running everywhere after the visiotrs had left, carrying this, dragging that, taking this down, fixing that, etc. We were all shattered. I was feeling especially low and oppressed from many sides, which the tiredness didn't help. There were problems, even in friendships within college. In the end I rang a friend to ask for prayer. 'I know God is bigger than this and that most of it is in my head anyway and that God will see me through all these problems but...' and then I realised what I'd said. How dare I stick a 'but' after that? God IS bigger, than anything, and nothing is too hard for Him to deal with, therefore I needed to pick myself up from that and carry on in His strength. It's like I'd taken my shield of faith (Ephesians 6:16) and left it somewhere, meaning my faith had taken a blow and I had been unable to defend myself. This reminded me how important it is to spend quality time with God each morning and to dress myself in His armour before facing whatever the day may entail, instead of just rushing in and trying to do things by myself. So my friend prayed for me, and in the very act of affirmation ('God is able to help' etc.) I already had begun to feel better, for praise truly is a blow to the enemy. He can throw what he likes at us but he is truly beaten. That for me is the definition of grace-God allowing us to experience things we don't deserve, like the relationship with Him that Jesus made available to us when he kicked Satan's butt on the cross. And in realising this, sitting at home and getting ready for facing the future with God's guiding hand, guess what? I feel renewed.:)
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Tuesday, 20 May 2008

The Open Church


I'm reading a book at the moment that was recommended to me a couple of weeks ago, called 'The Open Church' by James Rutz. It's awesome. Not only is it really helpful for my dissertation on the conceptof open mic church, but it's also (I believe) an accurate and hope-giving picture of what church was intended to be, and still can.
This is an excerpt which I hope will inspire plenty of comments...
'When response is forbidden till the service is over, what can you expect? And it realy is forbidden. Suppose, for instance, some gent pops up in the middle of the sermon next Sunday and says:
"Hey, great point, pastor! The Lord's been teaching me a lot about that lately. In fact, this past week I experienced an amazing example of what you just described. On Tuesday morning..."
The nearest deacon will invite him to bricks. Straightway and forthwith. The number 1 rule for laymen in closed, non-participatory services is, "Siddown and shuddup." Yes, they're supposed to respond wholeheartedly to the sermon...but only after they go home and get down to real life!
Things were different in days of yore, when the church of Jesus Christ was turning Rome on its imperial ear. Laymen were free to obey the promptings of the Holy Spirit and speak up when they had something to say. They were born running-talking in church and witnessing outside it. And in the space of three centuries, they had conquered for Christ much of the known world, up to and including the Emperor. Without even any Four Laws booklets.
That shows they were better witnessed than most Christians today. And why? Because the church didn't stifle them. It conditioned them to communicate their faith. Church services were different then. Livelier. More off-the-wall. We don't have many specifics about what they looked like, but we do have a few. Such as these...
Three Clues from Scripture
1. "When you come together, everyone has something to contribute: a hymn, a word of instruction, a revelation, a tongue or an interpretation...you can all prophesy in turn..."
Sunday morning in Corinth was a free-for-all, so Paul was telling them to act more Presbyterian. But notice: He did endorse individual contributions by everyone. (Do you?)
2. "While they were worshiping the Lord and fasting, the Holy Spirit said, 'Set apart for me Barnabas and Saul...'" This couldn't happen in the church today! Our worship patterns don't allow it, and we don't do fasts. Our missionaries get their calls straight from God, then spendeons convincing supporters they did. If it weren't for the "extrabiblical" requirement of running around with a tin cup before getting a passport and shots, we'd have four or five times as many missionaries on the field.
3. "Speak to one another with psalms, hymns, and spiritual songs..." Precisely what does "one another" mean? Group singing? Hardly! Tertullion tells us what it meant in his day:
"In our Christian meetings we have plenty of songs, verses, sentences and proverbs. [obviously individual] After hand-washing and bringing in the lights, each Christian is asked to stand forth and sing, as best he can, a hymn to God, either of his own composing, or one from the Holy Scriptures."
Try that next Sunday! In Tertullion's time (160-230), there were many churches that were interactive powerhouses, not audiences.'
A place where all can share and praise God however they choose or feel led? Open mic church!
:)

All for the Glory of God

In 1 Corinthians 10:31, Paul writes, so whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.

One thing I've learned since being at Cliff College is that we can worship God in virtually any way. 'Worship' for many may connote worship in a corporate setting, probably involving music and a church, but really it can be done in almost anything. This is what Paul is talking about, and as I grow in Christ I'm finding more ways in which to do it. Today is a prime example of this, for just an hour ago I was playing in a football match, with the Cliff College Cougars (basically the undergraduate team, whom I formed last year) versus the Postgraduate Panthers (a team of primarily postgraduate students and staff, who I formed this year because the Cougars weren't playing enough matches). It was a 6-a-side match, and this is the third time we played them.

On reflection, after losing 5-3, 4-3 and today 2-0, it's fair to say that the Cougars are a better team, mainly because a) they score more goals than us, and b) we don't score enough. I have no shame in admitting this, for they are overall much younger, faster and fitter than our team, and also play football more regularly. The advantage was definitely theirs, but nonetheless, we went out their and gave it our best. And the thing that God really spoke to me about was that, even though we were the losing team, we were not losing our cool, which is unfortunately a common occurrence in football matches, but instead we just kept encouraging each other and battling our way through. We did not get discouraged nor did we lose hope, until the final whistle eventually spelled defeat. Before the match we prayed and gave it to God, and also at half time. Though He didn't improve our abilities in ways which we probably wouldn't have objected to, He certainly did instill calm, and by His grace we were able to glorify Him through our actions and words. I pray that as we bathe our wounds and some learn to walk again (for it was a physical match!), we will all be able to reflect on and appreciate the calm and the humour which we approached and left the game with, and I will also play for the Cougars, whose 11-a-side record is not as good as their 6-a-side, that when they do lose to a proper team again that they will have learned something from the experience. We serve an awesome God.
:)

Sunday, 18 May 2008

Open Mic Puppetry

This coming Sunday (25th May) at Cliff College (Calver, Derbyshire, S32 3XG) there will be an open mic event in the college chapel, free entry. I am not involved, and nor is it in any way associated with or related to ACTS Open Mic Church, but I will be there, and as the vision for ACTS develops I'm sure there will be some things I can learn from the event. Because of the setting, it will be a Christian-led event and will also have a two-fold theme of grace and renewal (or possibly renewing grace).

I don't know the time it will start yet but will do soon if anyone wants to get in touch and ask, or else I'd suggest a 7pm arrival so that you aren't disappointed. The only confirmed act I know of thus far is Puppets for Jesus, whose work can be found at http://www.puppetsforjesus.org/.

Puppets for Jesus have a very unique and exciting ministry, sharing the love of Jesus via the medium of puppets, in schools, churches, openair events; you name it, they can probably do it, and are available to be booked at the above website. It's amazing how much fun puppets can be, and for all ages too. It's also interesting to see how many people are more prepared to listen to a puppet talk about Jesus as opposed to a person!

The open mic actually falls on the Cliff College 'Festival' weekend (see http://www.cliffcollege.ac.uk/festival/index.php for more info). Puppets for Jesus will be there for the whole weekend, doing various things as well as getting involved in the open mic, and will also have their own stall in the marketplace area, where their puppets can be bought and all your puppet-related questions can be asked.

Hope to see you on Sunday. I don't know about the other acts, but as far as this one is concerned, missing it means missing out!:)

Obedience

I'm grateful for many things. Today, I'm especially
grateful for what happened this morning. I went to a church one of my friends was preaching at, to help them take the service. It was the first time I'd worked with Eddie the zebra in eight months, so we were a little rusty, but it all worked out. Eddie wasn't the preacher by the way, but my helper. He remembered his testimony without it being written down, and people seemed to dig what we did. I mean, the kids were definitely with us, as were a good number of adults. One thing I couldn't work out was how to break through the stoney gazes that some of the adults seemed reluctant to part with, but all in all we enjoyed ourselves, and I believe God spoke through it. Eddie's story is like many of our own-one of rebellion. His Mother told him not to stray from the path in the middle of the jungle. And guess what he did? That's right-he strayed from the path. The consequences? Getting muddy, thinking he'd lost his stripes, getting upset, thinking he's not a zebra anymore, despair!

Eddies' Mother soon set him straight though. She didn't tell him off, ground him, hit him or anything like that. Instead, she took him to the river and helped him wash away the mud. She knew he was a zebra all along, albeit one who had made a mistake. We, like Eddie, all make mistakes. We all do things we shouldn't, and from time to time we will always disobey someone, even if just a little. If we ever go against the ways in which we are taught to live in the Bible, i.e. the ten commandments, and also the instructions given to us by Jesus, we too will end up in a mess. This is why Jesus came-to help us, to teach us how to live, yes, but also to die for us, taking with him on that cross all the mistakes we have and will ever make. If we trust in him, realise our need for him, accepting him into our lives by asking him to make us new, he will. As it says in 2 Corinthians 5:17, If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! Jesus washes away our mistakes, washes away the 'mud' if you like, so that we can start afresh with him. Eddie's Mother knew he'd done wrong, but she corrected him...in love. Maybe that's what the Christians among us need to do, for that's what Jesus will do when we go to him. Instead of saying 'look at you, you've made a mistake', Jesus instead helps us, by the gift of the Holy Spirit he has made available to us, so that we don't have to make the same mistake again. Just as Eddie will (hopefully) not stray from that path again, so must we remain obedient to Jesus, the one who calls us and came to save us, whom the grave could not contain, that we may live lives pleasing to God the Father.

Eddie and I spoke about obeying Jesus, and my friend who was preaching later preached about this same thing. In Matthew 28:19, Jesus says to his disciples (which applies to Christians today, because by being his followers we are by definition disciples): Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptising them in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. This command from Jesus is as relevant and applicable to us now as it ever was, and the need for it to be obeyed is perhaps greater than it ever was. One lady at the church said 'We don't do mission here.' What she failed to realise though is that, without mission, there is no church! If church is the body of Christ, the people of God, then His people, who were made to be in relationship with Him, are called to obey Him! God's mission in this world is a continuing thing and will be until Jesus returns to judge it. This means that, whether we are praying, talking about our faith, inviting people to join us at church or whatever, we all have a role to play in God's mission (or missio Dei), and we don't have to become preachers, missionaries or whatever else. God can use anyone and anything, and it is not an option we can reject but instead it is a privilege to be used in His service. That was a bit of a rant, but I am so grateful that I took part in that service this morning, and for the sermon my friend preached. Whoever we are, our role in God's mission as disciples of Jesus Christ cannot be ignored.

Wednesday, 14 May 2008

Feeling Trapped?


I just went for a walk down some slopy paths among the trees. The plants and bushes were overgrown, stretching their arms over the dirt path I could clearly see just a few months ago. I was walking slowly, the sun poking through gaps among the trees, when I had to stop. If I'd kept going, I would've walked right through a spider web. Instead, I stopped, my face about two inches from it at eye level. I noted the victim-one lonely fly, all wrapped up and helpless, at one side of the web, and at the other, the spider, nonchalantly making his (or her) way toward the prey. It struck me, after a moment surveying the scene, that this how the devil works. It may seem a simple analogy, but one worth noting all the same. You see, he is always trying to catch us out; always trying to pull us down, so that he can devour us (1 Peter 5:8). Once he's got us caught in a place where he wants us, we are pretty helpless. Just like the fly, we can't get out under our own strength, no matter how much we struggle. Maybe this is why the spider was in no hurry to reach the fly-for he (or she) knew it wasn't going anywhere!


Thankfully for us, it's not all bad news. There is a way out, no matter how bad or desperate our situations may be, and his name is Jesus Christ. EVERYONE who calls on his name will be saved (Acts 2:21), and he is the only one to have stood up and resisted Satan's tempting when he tried to make him slip up (Luke 4:1-13). His death on the cross and resurrection defeated Satan too. Jesus is the only one who HAS conquered Satan, and we can live in his victory, if we choose to. Whatever temptation or difficulty we are faced with, it's not too big for him to handle. But this happening requires us asking him! So whatever you are going through, give it up to Jesus. And watch as the spider become the fly!!!
:)

Wednesday, 7 May 2008

Facebook group is closing down (my fair lady)

The ACTS Open Mic Church group on Facebook is closing down, but this is by no means a bad thing. Those wishing to keep in touch with ACTS OMC's activities can do so by checking out the Myspace, befriending ACTS OMC on Facebook (that's right-the puppet reverend guy has his own Facebook account), by emailing me (gambit222@hotmail.com) or by reading this blog.

Why is it closing down, I hear you ask? Well, being a Christian who also happens to be a Methodist, here are three reasons:

1) Many people, after joining a Facebook group, rarely or never check them, therefore they are likely to miss important information such as future events

2) Myspace is much better than Facebook for music, meaning those artists who perform/will perform at ACTS OMC can publicise their art a bit on the ACTS OMC Myspace

3) It felt like the right thing to do, and also less complicated and less hassle for you having one main website to chekc instead of two.

Good times. Hope to see you in Yeadon on 20th August:)

Sunday, 4 May 2008

John 1:4-9, a poem

This is a short poem based on the following Scripture passage:

John 1:4-9

John saw a light and pointed it out
He became a papyrus map
But the people were not explorers.

Ignorance poured water on it
A flame became a flicker, became embers, became nothing
The light the people doused
is still shining now
even in the darkest of places
where hope has done a runner and
they still dwell
and die.

His name is Jesus
And he burns for you.

Thursday, 1 May 2008

What are you eating?


I just went for a walk to the shop down the road. It wasn't that enjoyable due to my foot being much more injured from football yesterday than I thought it was, but soon enough I'd bought some essentials and learned how to walk in order to minimise the pain, and life was good again. The sun going down in rural Derbyshire is truly a thing to behold. I walked up the lane and back into the Cliff College grounds and looked down, through the trees and over the hills. It was incredible. Besides the sound of traffic below, the only other sound was the bleating of sheep in nearby fields that filled the air. And there was a lot of bleating. I tried to understand them. What are saying that they are so keen to communicate? I asked myself. Then it dawned on me. They were hungry! My pastor was standing next to me, and he said that the farmer has normally fed them by that time. So they were basically saying, 'Where's my dinner?'


This whole scenario reminded me of John 21:15-17, when Jesus said to Peter three times, 'feed my sheep.' Jesus was talking about his then disciples-the people who formed the Church. Jesus entrusted the leadership of these people to Peter, leaving him the responsibility of ensuring they are properly taught how to live, as Jesus himself had instructed and shown Peter to do. I believe it is so important that Christians such as myself live how Jesus taught us to, and tell other people how to do this too, by communicating his love for them both through our lifestyles and our words. But we cannot do this very well if we are not eating the right spiritual food, such as reading the Bible every day and applying it to our lives. An athlete who eats well one day of the week and eats Burger King for every meal for the next six days will not be a very good athlete, and so it is with us. A good diet helps our mental and physical wellbeings, and a good spiritual diet ensures our spiritual health, which is the most important of all. So, the question is, what are you eating? If it is not good for you, leave it alone! But if it is the Word of God, share it with a friend! People all over the world are spiritually hungry, just like these sheep were physically hungry. The thing is, they just don't know it yet. If they did, imagine the amount of bleating that would be heard all over the world!

:)